Financial issues

So, I have a new crisis.
Because the military/political mess that's going on right now isn't enough. And the confusion I'm having about my relationship with BA won't do either... (though I think I've pretty much come to the conclusion that it's just not going to work.) And the fact that I'm massively behind on my studying for my exam in psychiatry...

My yearly scholarship to cover my med school tuition is not going to be happening this year. Now, I know, I should just be amazingly thankful for my good luck and fortune that it has covered the past 3 years of tuition. And thank God, my family has money to help me out for this last year. I just can't help but be anxious about the whole situation. $31,500 just for tuition. That would take about 10 years to pay back on the mini salary that I'll be making, not even taking into account interest. That's IF I can even put away any money with such a small salary. Those are savings that I don't really have. And whatever I do have was going to be for a down payment for a house or something...

Anyway, that's my crisis. I suppose it would be wise to deal with the most immediate issue--my psych exam. So on that cheerful note: Good day!