Taking a look at the past...

I'm lonely. There, I said it.

For no apparent reason (besides his birthday coming up), I've been thinking alot about ES. I can't help myself. My friend is getting married tomorrow evening. Which reminds me that ES took me to his friend's wedding. That was back when we were a perfect cute young couple... It was nice that he wanted me there with him. I was rather touched actually. All this stuff that's happened since really pales in comparison to what we had together. It's quite remarkable really.

I wish he would get this "bachelor" thing out of his system already and come to his senses that it was something really special that doesn't happen just any day. The whole "bachelor" mentality doesn't even suit him--it's not like him to go hooking up with random people. He's going to have to work real hard if he wants to go through that phase. It'll probably take him a while. And I just don't know how long I can wait for that phase to work itself out...

But, God, do I ever miss him!