New Beginnings...

Wow. So, last time i wrote was just at the beginning of the relationship with ES. it's been quite a 6-month rollercoaster since then. we broke up a couple of weeks ago. i'm was and still am pretty heartbroken. I'm doing better now, but it's been rough, and I'm still really lonely. it's hard not having him around, having someone there for you. we were really really close. and he's really an amazing guy--everyone thought so. we were just so great together. so it really hurt when it was over.

But now i have to make a new beginning, start things over. I'm trying to enjoy having my own space. and i want to try to meet more Israelis. going days on end without interacting with people in Hebrew at all is a little ridiculous.

Also, I've started therapy. At first it was to deal with my relationship with my parents and family, and how they deal with things when we disagree about my choices, particularly the broken engagement with ZB. But the last meeting was just about ES and that breakup. i have another appointment this afternoon.

On that note, i have to go grab something to eat before i head out the door. so this is all for now.

Ah, weddings...

This is such a gorgeous wedding-- I couldn't help but post these photos. It even almost looks like it could've been in Israel...